Laila Lalami Secret Son

The Tender Horror in Laila Lalami’s ‘Secret Son’

Laila Lalami’s Secret Son, a story of a young man torn between family members and betrayed by God, is as tender as it is horrifying.

From the dingiest slums to the elegance of privileged Casablanca society, Laila Lalami brings contemporary Morocco to life in her debut novel, Secret Son. Literature like this helps to form a bridge between different cultures, fostering understanding of the unknown and illustrating the similarities between all of us, whether we live in poverty or wealth, in a Christian, Islamic, or secular society. Ultimately, we’re all just trying to get by and perhaps hoping for something that makes the next day worth experiencing.

His widowed mother raised Youssef El Mekki in Hay An Najat, a slum in Casablanca. Though they have little except the roof over their heads, Youssef’s mother has raised her son to be honest and thoughtful and even to dream of a life outside the slum. He sees a foreign film in the decrepit local theater every week, his sole luxury. Youssef dreams of a life with Hollywood endings, where heroes and villains are easily identifiable, as is the appropriate young woman with whom the hero should end up. Secret Son is rife with role-playing worthy of the silver screen, but Youssef is not as clever at identifying acting as he would like.

There are few possibilities for young men in Laila Lalami’s Morocco and even fewer for Youssef and his friends, with their bad addresses. Following a freak flood in the area, a group of Islamic extremists comes to aid the locals and surreptitiously gain a toehold in furthering their agenda. Of the coming storm, Lalami writes, “It was raining a little more steadily now, and the clouds hung low, shrinking the horizon in all directions.” For young men with few prospects, the possibility of belonging to the Party, as it is called, can be appealing when everything else is going wrong.

Drawn into a student protest inspired by pending bus fare hikes, Youssef finds himself in the middle of the action, though he doesn’t believe the protest will accomplish anything. Ribs broken by police simply for being in the wrong spot at the wrong time, Youssef can’t go to a hospital for help.

Seeking assistance from the Party when there is nowhere else to turn, Youssef becomes a tool when his photo is suddenly snapped as evidence of police brutality, and though he is assured that his identity will be concealed, his words are twisted in the accompanying article, and his face is identifiable. The Party leader’s “words were like a labyrinth in which Youssef was losing his way. His anger blinded him; he could not find the exit on his own and instead began to take each turn that presented itself without question.” A constant theme through Secret Son is that of being in the wrong place at the wrong time, of being out of control of one’s destiny.

Struggling to carve out his opportunities and escape the slums, Youssef yearns to fit in with one or another of the student groups on campus during his first year of university. A wealthy young woman named Alia catches his eye, and he longs to be seen as the person he is rather than the location he calls home. Youssef’s friend Amin warns him, “‘Everyone should know the size of his teapot.'” Amin means there is no use in hoping to fit into a lifestyle one was not born into, and the possibility of social mobility is an illusion.

Youssef believes his prayers have been answered (even if he is an unobservant Muslim) when he discovers that his father is not dead after all. A wealthy businessman, Nabil Amrani, has a family and an opulent lifestyle but no son to call his heir. Nabil takes Youssef out of the slums and offers him many of the things he has dreamed of without considering how he can acknowledge Youssef as his flesh and blood in a conservative society.

Granted all the opportunities he has been craving and the easy money he covets, Youssef’s landscape is transformed overnight from one where cigarettes are purchased individually from the corner shop to one where a job, plentiful food, and quickly impressed young women are easy to come by. However, Youssef still feels like an actor playing a role as he attempts to fit into Nabil’s world.

The loss of control now that he has handed himself over to his father, who wants a son to be proud of, makes Youssef nervous but he remains hopeful. Nabil is accustomed to running his life and business as he sees fit but doesn’t consider Youssef’s life so far.

Youssef felt helpless … he was his father’s creature, waiting to be trained before it could be shown to the world. Yet he was ready to put up with all of it if, in the end, his father kept his word. There was no reason not to believe him.

Laila Lalami’s story of a young man torn between family members and betrayed by the God for whom he is finally tempted to sacrifice everything is tender, even as it is horrifying. The author possesses a keen sense of careful phrasing and precise language as she scripts the events that shape Youssef’s passage into manhood.

Paul Yamazaki of City Lights Booksellers in San Francisco writes that Lalami’s “carefully wrought characters allow us [to] lift the veil of media headlines and gain a greater empathy and understanding of the competing protagonists in today’s sundered world.” Authors like Laila Lalami provide a gateway through which readers can hope to understand more about the driving forces in disparate global cultures. Like Youssef’s, our human needs are fundamental: enough food to live and a family (whatever form) to accept us as we are.

Laila Lalami blogs about writing in her third language, North African literature, and her experience as a Muslim living abroad on Laila Lalami.com.

RATING 8 / 10